Last Updated on October 11, 2018

“I’m the worst mother in the world. I think I’m ruining my kids,” I exclaimed as tears began to cloud my vision. Once again “Miz Edith,” my elderly next-door neighbor, wrapped her arms around me and replied, “Susan, you are not the worst mother in the world. You are just in a hard season and you are doing a good job. You will be alright. Your kids will be alright.”

I was in a hard season. We had recently moved to a new town and I had five children age seven and under (including colicky twins), a husband with a demanding new job, and no friends, no family, and no help. Except “Miz Edith.”

Many times during those early years I would run across my lawn, often in bare feet and pj’s, knock on her door, and burst into tears. Edith didn’t always give me advice but she always comforted me. What she gave me was perspective. She reminded me that although this season was hard, it would not last forever. And she reassured me that I was doing a better job than I thought I was.

One of the hardest things about raising young children is that we don’t feel like we are making any progress. We discipline them and they turn around and do “it” again. We teach them to speak kindly and they are rude once more. We think we are making progress in sibling rivalry and then a fight breaks out. No matter how hard we try and how many times we tell them we don’t seem to make any progress.

Recently a father with three young kids said, “If we didn’t care how they turned out, raising them wouldn’t be so hard!”  But we do care—so much. One of the things we have to remember in this season is that we are sowing and we are not going to see results for many years. In other areas of life we often see results soon. But not in parenting. Training is a repeated endeavor over and over and over. We will be less disappointed if we realize they may not get “it” for several years. Just keep at it and don’t expect fast results.

The problem isn’t just our child’s behavior. We lose our tempers. We overreact. We get frustrated and we get tired. And when we make a really big mistake we wonder if we are ruining our kids. Our kids are not looking for perfect parents. There aren’t any.

What they need is an honest parent. A parent who is willing to say, “I made a mistake and I am sorry. I should not have reacted that way. I need to ask you to forgive me. Will you forgive me?” When our kids see us asking for forgiveness they will be more likely to grow into to men and women who are humble enough to ask for forgiveness themselves.

Seek out an “Edith” for your life. Each of us needs someone older who will give us perspective. But we can also be an “Edith” in a younger person’s life. I have often thought we should strive to be “sandwich women.” We are the peanut butter in the middle with an older mentor above us and then the bottom bread is someone younger for whom we care.

When you feel like you are “ruining” your child remember: Your ability to ruin your child is not nearly as great as God’s power to redeem her. Thank you Lord!

"Help! I feel like I'm ruining my kids!"

“For nothing is impossible for God.“ Luke 1:37

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  1. I REALLY needed this today! I have felt like I’ve been so angry lately and I haven’t been loving like I want. I desperately want my son to have godly character, but by my example, he will not learn this. I have been very counter-productive! Thank you!

  2. Susan,
    Thanks for being part of my sandwich! I love the care Katie made of your quote! That is a keeper!

  3. I love, love, love this message! Every night I go to bed and my thoughts beat me up! I beg the Lord to forgive my mothering mistakes and to remove the memory of my mistakes from my 3 children. I ask the Lord every morning to help me change the bad areas and help me to see/ love my children the way he does. Then, on some mornings, it may not even be 20 minutes after that prayer that I am already off ranting! I get SO mad at myself!! I keep telling myself that only God can change me, but I feel like I should be able to possess more self-control by now! I feel like such a broken record! I haven’t run to my neighbors house yet but I often feel like I am ruining my kids! Some times I wonder if I would be better off going to work! Thank you Susan for this much needed message! God bless you and your family. I heard you on a radio talk show many years ago when I lived in Fairfax, VA, promoting your book, “And Then I had Kids.” I was very encouraged by you then and I ordered your book as quickly as I could. I also purchased your book…”What Really Matters at Home.” Your books and advice have been invaluable to me. Thank you!!